Wednesday, 02 September 2009

Sad

I passed up a chance to show love last Christmas. They made an attempt but I was cold and distant. Now they are gone. I feel horrible.
My father was not a good father/husband, but he is definitely a good person. And my mum? She is the truest reflection of God in my world.I am older than my brother and sister, but clearly, they are way wiser than me. I wonder if it comes with marriage and/or parenthood? My uncle was telling me last night that people get wiser as they get older, but clearly that hasn't applied to me, at least compared with my siblings.

RIP G. I pray you understand. And I promise to be different with the rest of us.

8 comments:

Sibbie said...

Are you ok? *hugs* Don't beat yourself up... Everything will turn out ok, yeah?

Ssembonge said...

My condolences.

Cee said...

Pole for the sadness PKW, we are all allowed to make mistakes in life, we are human....

tumwijuke said...

((()))

PKW said...

Thanks guy/gals. Hard lesson learned.

gishungwa said...

*hugs* pole sana

Mrembo said...

Hey girl (( ))

Bomseh said...

Hope you have recovered.